Editor's Introduction

The Gauntlet

With Eric Rudolph

Editor's introduction:

Eric Rudolph is a pen name. For the sake of literary tradition, we cannot reveal the author's true identity. We have no more conspiratorial reason than that, however, since the Feds know who it is anyway.

The following story is fiction. Rough and tumble, edge-of-your-seat, betcha-can't-lay-it-down, pure fiction.

However, fiction, about the subject here, is critiqued by different rules than govern criticism of other fiction. Critics take fiction like this personally. The author and publisher of fiction like this are judged as if they had actually, personally, DONE the things in the story! The star of Dr. Quinn, Medicine Woman, being asked in a supermarket to look at a lesion on a finger is nothing compared with the role identification that goes on when you write, or publish, fiction like this.

When you write or publish fiction like this, your very soul is judged, not just by an occasional airhead but by actual news reporters, as if you are, in actual fact, the character in your story!

At least that is what happened the last time I published fiction like this. (National news stories actually identified our Prayer & Action News as the "Army of God" magazine, and our website as the Army of God website. And of course the Army of God stands for Terrorism Headquarters.)

Seriously. If I published a rough-and-tumble about wicked men who get drunk and go on a killing spree with a hundred innocent victims, my story, or at least one just as seedy, would be sure to be made into a prime time movie and I, or a script writer just as degenerate, might win a couple of Oscars.

But when I publish a rough-and-tumble about Christians who get prepared and go assassinate a hundred corrupt abortionists, then it is not just literary critics, but news reporters, even reporters for national media whose stories wind up on page 1, who identify me, personally as the very "terrorist" they see in our characters.

Honestly, when you write fiction like this, all the rules change. Even the rules for intelligence.

But there is no fighting it. To the 90's journalistic mind, I actually am the characters in this story. All of them, probably. I can't change this perception, so I will just have to roll with it. I might as well take a plea bargain and hope for the best.

So, journalist friends, I admit it. I, David Leach, actually AM the unnamed hero of this story. And several other characters as well. And quite a number of other stories as well. You pick 'em, I'll confess 'em. There. Now that's out of the way. Now let me respond to how you are judging me.

You call me a "terrorist". You would never call an abortionist a "terrorist". Or a journalist. As you stumble through life trying to discern who the "good guys" are, don't you realize that if you completely shut, out of the picture, what God has to say about it, that your values are no greater than the next guy's, or than mine? Do you really like the idea of winding up where your values have no more weight than the values of the likes of me? Think about it!

If you don't like that idea, then your only help is to adopt values more objective, more authoritative, than the musings of individual human beings. But what is greater than human beings?

Watch out, now.

God is greater than human beings. Gotcha! You're trapped! God is the ONLY source of moral authority superior to human beings. You can't worm your way out of it! Either accept God's authority, or live with the knowledge that your values aren't any better than MINE! Ha-ha-ha-ha!

Now as I observe you writhing on the floor in agony, I must ask just one question: Do you call God a "terrorist"? Never mind. You're stuck anyway. Honor God's values, or stand defenseless before mine. Take your pick.

Next is to determine which, of the many alleged "gods" for us to choose from, is the real one? Try using science and logic, and the choice won't be hard. I'll give you just one clue for now: when people asked Buddha if there was a heaven, he said he didn't know; keep searching, as he was doing. When people asked Mohammed the way to heaven, he said he only saw it once himself, and didn't know; keep searching, as he was doing. When people asked Jesus the way to heaven, He said "I'll take you there. In fact, I'm in charge of decorating your mansions."

Let's imagine we can all come to the point where we accept the Bible's relevance to the identification of the "good guys" in the Abortion Wars. We still have, before us, the task of discerning what the Bible says about it. Christians differ about this, and quite heatedly.

But I have noticed that Biblically based criticisms of the use of force to prevent abortions is limited to emotional sound bites, while the Biblical defense of the use of force has consumed entire books, by Cathy Ramey and Michael Bray, besides many articles in Life Advocate and Prayer & Action News. Then there was the much publicized 12 or so page statement by Paul Hill.

Against force, the only arguments of any length I know of were a Baptist statement several pages long, which reads more like committee resolutions than clear arguments, which is full of platitudes, and which fails to address the justification of force that has been published. Then there is the response of Gary North to Paul Hill, much of which is about North's concept of the obedience Hill owes to the hierarchy of the denomination they belong to. I don't know how much that discussion means to Hill; it doesn't mean much to me.

I wish I had time to gather up all the Biblical discussion I have published or reviewed on the subject, and put it in order. For now, for anyone who cares, our website carries The Brockhoeft Report, and my Petition, which inquiring minds will not want to overlook.

Of course, I don't really expect journalists, as a result of this little introduction, to all of a sudden start inquiring what God says about who the good guys are: the abortionists, or those who stop them. I expect them to continue leaving God out of their thinking, and offering America instead the spoiled fruit of their own Politically Correct Commandments. But when they call abortionists "heroes" and those who stop them "terrorists", which is just the opposite of how God labels them, and then act as if their own values are more relevant than mine or yours, not to mention God's, I can't help asking them, "Oh, did God resign and you are applying for the job?"

Holy Terror


Genesis 35:5 And they journeyed: and the terror of God was upon the cities that [were] round about them, and they did not pursue after the sons of Jacob.

Leviticus 26:16 I also will do this unto you; I will even appoint over you terror, consumption, and the burning ague, that shall consume the eyes, and cause sorrow of heart: and ye shall sow your seed in vain, for your enemies shall eat it. {over: Heb. upon}

Deuteronomy 32:25 The sword without, and terror within, shall destroy both the young man and the virgin, the suckling [also] with the man of gray hairs. {within: Heb. from the chambers} {destroy: Heb. bereave}

Deuteronomy 34:12 And in all that mighty hand, and in all the great terror which Moses shewed in the sight of all Israel.

Job 31:23 For destruction [from] God [was] a terror to me, and by reason of his highness I could not endure.

Isaiah 10:33 Behold, the Lord, the LORD of hosts, shall lop the bough with terror: and the high ones of stature [shall be] hewn down, and the haughty shall be humbled.

Isaiah 33:18 Thine heart shall meditate terror. Where [is] the scribe? where [is] the receiver? where [is] he that counted the towers? {receiver: Heb. weigher?}

Jeremiah 20:4 For thus saith the LORD, Behold, I will make thee a terror to thyself, and to all thy friends: and they shall fall by the sword of their enemies, and thine eyes shall behold [it]: and I will give all Judah into the hand of the king of Babylon, and he shall carry them captive into Babylon, and shall slay them with the sword.


Joshua 2:9 And she said unto the men, I know that the LORD hath given you the land, and that your terror is fallen upon us, and that all the inhabitants of the land faint because of you. {faint: Heb. melt}

Isaiah 19:17 And the land of Judah shall be a terror unto Egypt, every one that maketh mention thereof shall be afraid in himself, because of the counsel of the LORD of hosts, which he hath determined against it.

Jeremiah 32:21 And hast brought forth thy people Israel out of the land of Egypt with signs, and with wonders, and with a strong hand, and with a stretched out arm, and with great terror;


Job 33:7 Behold, my terror shall not make thee afraid, neither shall my hand be heavy upon thee.


Ezekiel 26:17 And they shall take up a lamentation for thee, and say to thee, How art thou destroyed, [that wast] inhabited of seafaring men, the renowned city, which wast strong in the sea, she and her inhabitants, which cause their terror [to be] on all that haunt it! {of...: Heb. of the seas} ....21 I will make thee a terror, and thou [shalt be] no [more]: though thou be sought for, yet shalt thou never be found again, saith the Lord GOD. {a terror: Heb. terrors} ....27:36 The merchants among the people shall hiss at thee; thou shalt be a terror, and never [shalt be] any more. {a terror: Heb. terrors} {never...: Heb. shalt not be for ever} 28:19 All they that know thee among the people shall be astonished at thee: thou shalt be a terror, and never [shalt] thou [be] any more. {a terror: Heb. terrors}

....32:23 Whose graves are set in the sides of the pit, and her company is round about her grave: all of them slain, fallen by the sword, which caused terror in the land of the living. {terror: or, dismaying} 24 There [is] Elam and all her multitude round about her grave, all of them slain, fallen by the sword, which are gone down uncircumcised into the nether parts of the earth, which caused their terror in the land of the living; yet have they borne their shame with them that go down to the pit. 25 They have set her a bed in the midst of the slain with all her multitude: her graves [are] round about him: all of them uncircumcised, slain by the sword: though their terror was caused in the land of the living, yet have they borne their shame with them that go down to the pit: he is put in the midst of [them that be] slain. 26 There [is] Meshech, Tubal, and all her multitude: her graves [are] round about him: all of them uncircumcised, slain by the sword, though they caused their terror in the land of the living. 27 And they shall not lie with the mighty [that are] fallen of the uncircumcised, which are gone down to hell with their weapons of war: and they have laid their swords under their heads, but their iniquities shall be upon their bones, though [they were] the terror of the mighty in the land of the living. {with their...: Heb. with weapons of their war} ....30 There [be] the princes of the north, all of them, and all the Zidonians, which are gone down with the slain; with their terror they are ashamed of their might; and they lie uncircumcised with [them that be] slain by the sword, and bear their shame with them that go down to the pit. ....32 For I have caused my terror in the land of the living: and he shall be laid in the midst of the uncircumcised with [them that are] slain with the sword, [even] Pharaoh and all his multitude, saith the Lord GOD.


Psalm 91:5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; [nor] for the arrow [that] flieth by day;

Isaiah 54:14 In righteousness shalt thou be established: thou shalt be far from oppression; for thou shalt not fear: and from terror; for it shall not come near thee.

Jeremiah 17:17 Be not a terror unto me: thou [art] my hope in the day of evil.

Romans 13:3 For rulers are not a terror to good works, but to the evil. Wilt thou then not be afraid of the power? do that which is good, and thou shalt have praise of the same:

2 Corinthians 5:11 Knowing therefore the terror of the Lord, we persuade men; but we are made manifest unto God; and I trust also are made manifest in your consciences.

1 Peter 3:14 But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy [are ye]: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;